You Suck at Letting Go, Me too

Just a quick question, what would happen if you really let go of what you say you've let go of?

Too often I let go of people, habits, and thoughts and turn around and invite them "home," again. And the thing is, it doesn't feel good. It feels like I wanna let go again. The concept is obviously tangible. And we obviously, believe it's possible. We believe with a sliver in us that God has indeed given us this path. We have facts. Proof. Truth to back up this decision. 

What happened when you stayed in that place last time? Have you ever? This place I imagine as where we recognize God's voice as purity. Direction as clarity. Like, a super pristine feeling.

For myself its like a shift in my life happens. As if I've aligned myself with God. Believing that I have received the desires of my heart (Psalm 37:4). Mind you, not will receive.. have. Whatever that may mean for you, identify that feeling and repeat it. 

This is the closest description I can get to without being analytical to "casting all your burdens." To let go and to trust. To affirm. To believe. 

I just wanted this to be a loving reminder that you may stay strong in whatever is strengthening you right now. Don't budge in what you know to be true. Your right now, not even your tomorrow, but your right now needs that from you. Figure out what you need to do to get there. And don't feel ashamed or weird. Believe that if it is freeing you. If you are growing close to God. Please believe, even more that you are beyond amazing. This is how we love ourselves. By choosing ourselves relientlessly. Unforgivingly. 

with love always,